Well, you shoulda said so sooner, Haruki!
As I said last week:
This flashback references my short story "War With Waking Up", which has Haruki as the main character and was published in 2012 in The Collection Short Fiction from the Transgender Vanguard!
The Collection won a Lambda Literary Award in the Transgender Fiction category this past June, which was well deserved! All of the authors are trans or gender-variant identified, and all the stories but one have trans/gender-variant main characters (covers the whole spectrum!). Very few are ABOUT being trans, and I recommend the anthology to everyone of any gender identity! It really is fabulous.
I know $20 seems a lot for a paperback, but it is actually a pretty hefty tome with a LOT of content. There's also a cheaper e-book option!